Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Race Reports...Why?



Race Reports?

Sometimes writing race-reports make me feel like a needy child ”hey look at me look what I did". I kinda dose show a lack of independence to look to others for approval.  I've been writing race reports regularly so this realization is a bit bothersome.  Hopefully I can use my race reports like training wheels till I can accept myself with out the approval of others or have something to blog about that is less about me and more about others.  I don't think I will ever not be interested in my own reputation and what people think about me but maybe I can learn to be more accepting of myself and not need to let everyone know (seems like I ended up going full hippy-mode for this post)

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Nice.

mooradian said...

please tell us about the back tattoo

mikejoos said...

I was making the point that I if I did have a lower back tat… I would like to be in a metal place where I wouldn’t feel self conscious about it…I don’t actually have of have a lower back tat or have plans to get one…but if I was to get one it would be a flying money from the wizard of oz.

mooradian said...

mike
If you would consider getting the monkey tattoo then I would consider paying for it just to say I know someone with that kind of tattoo.

mikejoos said...

Tempting...but I am going to pass... getting a tattoo like that would probably be something I would regret down the road...thank you for the offer though.

Wheels said...

I read your race reports hoping you mention me in them. How shallow and attention hingry is that?! Keep writing, I'll keep reading.